ahmit the hermit

I don’t know what to say.
I don’t know how to say.

I don’t even know how I actually felt.
I’m just like a lost soul.

When I reached the crossroad, where should I go?
Do you know the direction?
Do you know the right direction to head to?

I don’t know.

This like an endless loop.
Someone have to first stop it.
Aleast come out with a “end if (x<y) else loop”.
But it seems like everything is a “if (y=anynumber) x= loop”.

Heal the world…
Love the children…
Black and White…
I’m bad…

9th Feb, my virgin trip into JB.

10th Feb, my virgin trip back to SG.

Many more to come!

It’s been more than 2 months…

A very thin line lies just between TRUST and DOUBT.

The difference can bring one to either very extreme bearing of conduct.
DELIGHT or ANGER, respectively of Trust and Doubt.

The unsatisfactory expression received would definately be ANGER.
Maybe anger is alittle too heavy to describe. Maybe UNHAPPINESS is more proper.

The feeling of this unhappiness is detrimental.
It just eats into your body and soul.
It hurts to be doubt and hence unhappiness experienced.
Losing the trust might also see one losing all confidence about the past, present and future.

People tend to look into trust in different ways.
There are more than 101 ways to look into for trust.

For me, reaffirmation works.
However, it does backfires when the other party felt the confirmation as doubt.

Though confirmation can be treated as both trust or doubt in this case, it is definatey a poor tool to use, as I’ve experienced on hand.

Study into my experience, I should just have confidence in myself.
Trust the trust and trust the doubt, of yourself.
Dont let doubts or trust eat into your confidence.

If you believe, just believe it.
Don’t ask for any confirmation to reassure yourself.

If you doubt, take caution. Beware and becareful.
Confirmation of doubt is not a correct tool measure.

Lastly.
Trust and you do not need to confirm your belief of your love ones.

For and from ahmit.

我可以
蔡旻佑

寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听

雨 下的好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离
Oh……你 放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听

雨 下的好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

I just realised it’s been more than 1 year since…

2006 changed to 2008…

Time flies, but everything remains the same.
Some things just will never change.

Looking back more than 10 years ago, regrets are all I can say.
I’m just glad I understand now and I did not choose anything wrong.

Still regrets…

I just wish I can say something I never did before September end.